Ok Hydrok, I have never taken depakote or lithium. I was started on Tegretol in July, 2006. I remember so vividly three weeks later I am sitting outside and I had only 'one single thought' in my brain for the first time in my life. It was 'the ground sure is dry, we need some rain'. This was so incredibly wonderful for me. I never in my life before this was capable of having one single thought. People with BP often decribe this differently, but I describe it as having waves of different thoughts, unrelated, from start to finish on some stuff, all at the same time. I still goosebumps and get emotional thinking about that one single thought. I never knew how fast and in overdrive my brain was going until this moment. So, Tegretol worked beautifully for me. I stayed on this med for 4 years until I developed tinnitus and had to be switched to Trileptal which is the exact same drug without the benzene ring attached which causes the tinnitus. I have not had what I would call any problematic side effects with either of them except for the tinnitus. The only thing is is when I started the Tegretol and also when changing to the Trilieptal, I got sort of dizzy/lightheaded/feeling high for up to a couple of hours after taking. But, this goes away eventually for me.
The thing is with psych meds, they all have side effects. Some side effects will become not as noticible or go away the longer they are taken or maybe some don't go away at all and the med has to be changed. It's sort of a crapshoot. If you are diagnosed with BP by a psychiatrist, you will be on mood stabilizers such as Depakote, Lithium, Abilify, Tegretol, etc. for the rest of your life and possibly an anti-depressant or ant-anxiety meds too. Just all depends on what the pdoc suggests/prescribes and what works for you. Best to wait about 3 months before deciding if it works or not though, unless having serious side effects, since it takes that much time for the med to start fully working in your brain cells.
Go to a Barnes n Noble or Borders book store and check out the Bipolar books/workbooks; you can get more insight on this stuff.
I used to have so much pride in being extremely physically fit, strong, no medical problems, feel like I could do anything I wanted physically or mentally. I was a health nut too. I tried and tried to change the way I behaved with people/animals/attitude/cynicism and always failed. I knew something was seriously wrong with me but I did not know what. If I only was receptive to the idea that I may be bipolar since my brother and my father were both diagnosed with bipolar, I could have gotten help earlier than I did. Being diagnosed with something that won't ever go away and you will be forced to accept and learn to deal with for the rest of you life is a real big kick to the ego and pride. It was for me. But, now I am very grateful there are medications for this along with other stuff we can do for ourselves. I am also grateful for our medical community having a diagnosis for this problem and a society becoming aware of it and hopefully later not so critical. I apologize for this being so long. I hope this helps and good luck. Do whatever you can to learn about it, ways of dealing with it such as workbooks, therapy, (I think its called) Dialectical Behavioural Training an ealier poster suggested, etc.
Medications for March 2011
| 02-15-2010 - Present: | Trileptal, 300 mg. TID |
02-20-2010 - Present: | Welbutrin, 300 mg. QAM |
02-21-2011 - Present: | Ginko Biloba, 60 mg. BID |
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