I was on Lexapro from September 2005 until earlier this month, along with Lithium, which I still currently take. Lexapro and any other antidepressant I've ever tried has rarely helped my depression and overall cycling. Lexapro was something I merely tolerated more than the others. For about a couple years, it had lost any antidepressant effect at all. I've weaned off of it very slowly for several months, and stopped taking it all together a couple weeks ago. Since weaning, I've experienced brain zaps, which never bothered me all that much. My doctor tried putting me on Cymbalta, and that aggravated my acid reflux. I threw up acid several times a day. So, about a week ago, I decided to try Lamictal after reading studies that it can help bipolar depression in a way that antidepressants can't because bipolar depression may not be as similar to regular ol' serotonin deprived depression as originally thought. I was told Lamictal takes a while to truly work, and that's all well and good. My list of medications does not contain all the meds I've been on -- only the ones I remember. Needless to say, antidepressants have been a collossal failure, and I'm hopeful Lamictal might actually treat my depression in ways antidepressants never could. My mood has never stabilized, at least the depressive episodes never stabilized. I hope Lamictal can help with that.
Anyway, I haven't noticed any benefits of Lamictal at 25 mg and a week into treatment. I am experiencing, however, Lexapro withdrawal. Perhaps you can tell me if these side effects are more of Lexapro withdrawal and not entirely me slipping into actual depression:
- Brain zaps that are stronger when trying to sleep, moving eyes, or moving head
- Random bouts of rage for no reason/stupid reasons and feeling the urge to punch something inanimate
- Little to no tolerance for things I find even remotely intolerable
- Sometimes feel a little more emotional, like wanting to cry when thinking about something that's touching and sweet
- Slight focus on the negatives, which causes slight depression
- Not feeling happy in general, just feeling a lingering aggravation, which I don't remember being typical of my depressive episodes even on Lexapro (and there were many of those)
1. If it is withdrawal, do you have any advice on ways to counteract with it until they eventually wear off / Lamictal kicks in? Supplements or anything, really.
2. Do you think Lamictal will help with the withdrawal when it does kick at 100mg? Lamictal does not target depression in the same way as Lexapro, so I'm not sure if it'll help with the misfiring in my brain caused by Lexapro's absence in dealing with serotonin levels.
I appreciate any advice. If you have any personal experience with this type of situation, feel free to share.
Medications for May 29, 2013 to June 28, 2013
| 06-20-2013 - Present: | Lamictal, 25 mg.Once a day |
07-01-2012 - Present: | Vyvanse, 60 mg.Once in the morning |
09-15-2005 - Present: | Lithium, 450 mg.Twice a day |
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| 07-01-2012 - Present: | Vyvanse, 60 mg.Once in the morning |
09-15-2005 - Present: | Lithium, 450 mg.Twice a day |
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| 07-01-2012 - Present: | Vyvanse, 60 mg.Once in the morning |
09-15-2005 - 06-13-2013: | Lexapro, 10 mg.Once a day |
09-15-2005 - Present: | Lithium, 450 mg.Twice a day |
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| 05-15-2013 - 06-02-2013: | Cymbalta, 60 mg.Once a day |
07-01-2012 - Present: | Vyvanse, 60 mg.Once in the morning |
09-15-2005 - 06-13-2013: | Lexapro, 10 mg.Once a day |
09-15-2005 - Present: | Lithium, 450 mg.Twice a day |
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Joined: 06-28-2013