So I got diagnosed with BPD at my last appointment with my Psychiatrist a few weeks ago. I just don't know how to deal with this, I already have Major Depression, PTSD, and now I find out that I also have BPD. It is just a lot to take in, especially since there is no treatment (other than therapy.) I wasn't surprised at all to find out that I had BPD though, when I look at how I am and my life, it makes perfect sense to me. I feel like having i'm crazy because I have so many problems and disorders. I feel so out of control with my life and i'm just at the point where I literally don't care about anything or anyone. I just want to move far away from here and start a new life where nobody knows who I am. I hate school and I just want to be done. I'm losing my faith in God and I hate that so much, but at the same time I just don't care. I feel like i'm going nowhere with my life and that nobody cares about me. I hate being alive and I think about death everyday. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Joined: 03-18-2014